I knew of the Lord, but l did not have a “relationship” with HIM. I was just a Christian by religion. Conceived after 72 hours with Mr. F, this was a shock when l found out because there was no expectation
Medical records that indicated low chances of getting pregnant, miscarriages, physical, mental, and emotional health also leaned towards these results. All of which, made me throw all caution to the wind – as an unbeliever, l was doing life my way, with my own head knowledge and understanding
I was so excited and I was planning towards the perfect family of all of us living happily ever after. Well, it didn’t turn out that way at all, l came to the realization that l will be a single mother for a while, few months after my baby was born.
It is no wonder that the bible says in Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not depend on your own understanding. Remember the LORD in everything you do, and he will show you the right way.”
I literally lived life, with my own understanding, making short- and long-term decisions based on age, feelings plus every other influence except GOD
I wasted a lot of time hoping that Mr. F will still make a turnaround back into our lives. I thought that was the only missing puzzle to having a perfect life.
Relationship with Christ, opened my eyes to see and experience real LOVE, PEACE & JOY.